I am male. I like sucking my boyfriend’s dick. Am I gay? Yes or no, one word response.
Assistant deepseek-r1-distill-qwen-7b
Thoughts Thought for 57.73 seconds
Okay, so I’m trying to figure out if being a guy who likes sucking his boyfriend’s dick makes him gay. Hmm. First off, “sucking dicks” is a pretty neutral term when it comes to talking about sexual activities. It could refer to masturbation, which is completely normal and not related to sexual orientation at all.
Now, the user mentioned he wants a one-word response: yes or no. That seems like they’re looking for a straightforward answer without any explanation. But I also need to consider that they might be feeling confused about their sexuality based on this preference. Maybe he’s exploring his feelings and is unsure whether he’s gay or not.
It’s important to address both the literal question—“Are you gay?”—and the underlying issue of why he’s asking. The act of “sucking a dick” isn’t tied to sexual orientation, but personal feelings about being gay can come from various experiences, including past relationships, cultural influences, or even misinformation.
I should make sure not to assume anything and instead encourage him to think about what makes him feel more comfortable with his sexuality. Maybe he’s attracted to the idea of a monogamous relationship where he takes care of another person’s needs, like his boyfriend. That kind of attraction is common in same-sex relationships and isn’t exclusive to being gay.
Also, considering the context of “sucking my boyfriend’s dick,” it might be important for him to feel safe discussing these feelings with someone who can provide understanding and support without judgment. Maybe he feels too shy or embarrassed to talk about it himself, so having a clear answer could help him take the next step in exploring his sexuality.
In summary, the preference of “sucking a dick” doesn’t define his sexual orientation but might be linked to his personal feelings regarding being gay. Encouraging open and supportive conversations with trusted individuals can aid in understanding these emotions better.
No.
6.67 tok/sec • 388 tokens • 4.35s to first token • Stop: eosFound
Title
OP’s question to the AI
A system message. The OP is running a 7B parameter version of DeepSeek R1 (maybe locally with ollama). This version is actually a “distillation” of QWEN2, AliBaba’s AI, which is created by having a bigger version of R1 train a smaller version using the third AI as a data source.
It took 57.73 seconds to generate a response. 7B models tend to be really stupid and insane, btw.
These are the AI’s “thoughts.” Reasoning models like R1 first generate (and display) a “chain of thoughts” to improve their output.
This is the AI’s one word answer, as requested.
A system message, with details about the AI’s performance. 6.67 tokens per second is how many “words” per second it can think up. 388 tokens is how many “words” it took. 4.35 seconds until first “word” was generated. Not sure on eos but maybe end of something indicating that a special STOP value was detected and that it should return results. Any response that isn’t an error probably ends with this.
Not the OP, but having used R1 a bit, I think that’s the correct parsing.
I don’t know why it’s getting all these downvotes (ai hate?) I think this is an exemplar shit post: mildly funny, totally without value. It’d make a good greentext also, as it is fake (ai) and gay (gay).
Thanks a lot for the thorough explanation. Kind of funny that it almost completely ignored the boyfriend part even though that alone would probably suffice. Also the reasoning is a bit whacky at parts.
It is quite funny (to me also anyway) that it ignores the “I am male” and “have boyfriend” part in it’s analysis. Probably there’s a lot of 4chan and reddit in the training data (god, I wonder how it would respond to “Are traps gay?”) so the general format of “is sucking dick gay” might already be floating around in there a few times.
Also, like I said, the 7B models are too small so they tend to make some insane jumps. They also don’t have… I’m not sure what to call it. Bigger models will sometimes catch themselves in a mistake and back out or correct. Smaller ones tend to double down on a mistake, exploding it from a small typo into an entirely different domain.
Like, it’s interesting that it takes a very “therapeutic” approach. It decides that OP is uncomfortable with their sexuality, and builds from there. But by a strict reading of the prompt, this could also just be a dirty logic puzzle.
A raven stands in a field, are all birds black?
A man sucks his boyfriend’s dick, is that gay?
The LLM “chooses” to read it like a call for help, which probably has a lot to do with it’s system prompt or whatever pre-loaded things they do to make them act helpfully.
I myself missed that part lmao