the big thing that i find both really empowering and really dysphoria inducing is the fact that i can’t actually think of anything dysphoria inducing about me that i couldn’t change with enough HRT, time, and electrolysis. Too much muscle? Rough, oily skin? Masc body fat distribution? Facial hair? yeah, these all make me feel awful and they all can go away, it’s just going to take a lot of time waiting on the HRT to really kick in for that to go away and for now I’m just stuck with the body I don’t like
Then it gets even funnier when I think about how I don’t even think these are unappealing characteristics? I’m bi, these traits would look fucking great on someone else, but not me.
I really can look like the absolute doll of a girl that I can see in my head , I have absolutely zero doubt in my mind that I won’t see her in the mirror one day
and in the mean time i’m stuck with this shit?FUCK
dysphoria talk
the big thing that i find both really empowering and really dysphoria inducing is the fact that i can’t actually think of anything dysphoria inducing about me that i couldn’t change with enough HRT, time, and electrolysis. Too much muscle? Rough, oily skin? Masc body fat distribution? Facial hair? yeah, these all make me feel awful and they all can go away, it’s just going to take a lot of time waiting on the HRT to really kick in for that to go away and for now I’m just stuck with the body I don’t like
Then it gets even funnier when I think about how I don’t even think these are unappealing characteristics? I’m bi, these traits would look fucking great on someone else, but not me.
I really can look like the absolute doll of a girl that I can see in my head
, I have absolutely zero doubt in my mind that I won’t see her in the mirror one day