EstraDoll [she/her]

I used to take pictures of Biggs biggs, now I’m a girl :3

pronouns are she/her/gangster-spongebob

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Cake day: April 18th, 2024

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  • wake up

    drive 2 hours round trip to build an axe with another trans woman

    drive home feeling dysphoric as all fuck

    get home with a bottle of liquor

    landlord pulls you aside with a fucking eviction notice out of the blue and a flimsy pretext for it

    hop on the voice chat with the gamers

    you can hear your voice played back to you over someone else’s mic, it’s noticably improved despite not training, it feels really reaffirming

    get piss drunk, then angry about your alcoholism, then get possessed by the spirit of a 19th century abolitionist and go off on a drunken screed against the evils of alcohol

    black out, wake up the next morning

    day in the life of a hot girl doing hot girl shit









  • really in depth talk about sexuality and probably a bit too much tbh

    okay, sorry to have kept you for so long, i got home and i was extremely tired and went straight to bed after work but like, to add on to what everyone has already said, it’s not like your sexuality really shifts, it just takes different tones and notes. I knew I was bi since I was about 16, but for the life of me, I could never have actually imagined actually being romantically or sexually involved with another man as a “”“”“man”“”“”. On top of the fact that, well, societal social expectations and the dysphoria on top of that, trying to imagine myself sexually submissive was also just off the table for me, it felt gross and wrong

    But after transitioning, I wasn’t gay for men, my attraction to them was actually very hetero, and as silly of a difference as that sounds, it actually meant a lot to me. My attraction to men could manifest in a way that actually felt normal and okay to me now, and it felt like that much could actually unlock, and I will admit, the estrogen has heightened that attraction a bit hormonally, but it was always there

    I’m still very much still attracted to women, even if the hormones don’t really tell me that I was to act like a dom top with them (and I frankly never did, that was just the T yelling at me)

    HRT doesn’t really change your sexuality, it just kind of changes what notes in your sexuality were already there