Time sure is wild

What response fits the bill? Or more accurately, fuckin bull?

Everyone looks out for themselves with what resources they have. Yet they look at the rest of the population in the eyes to order a meal or a drink.

Worth is in the hands of the rich, and they think their money makes them worthy.

I have no answers, only questions. I’m fucking tired. We live in an unforgiving universe and we strive for suicide for the sake of making the most of the moments we have, filling them with debilitating pleasures.

I’m so fucking tired.

Honestly, recreational rage deserves punchback

I genuinely appreciate being able to word my questions differently than old google, and specifying deeper into my doubts than just a key word search.

It’s great to delve into unknown topics with, then to research results and verify. I’ve been trying to get an intuitive understanding of cooking ingredients and their interaction with eachother and how that relates to the body, ayurvedically.

I think it’s a great way to self-educate, personally.

Does it always have to stay on topic? Does your mind? Or do you force it to? “You”?

Hard to make people care for more than the immediate here and now, Trump’s WWE wrestling persona does that

Reading internal family systems by Richard Schwartz, watching videos by sadhguru, taking time to try to follow the threads of “intrusive thoughts,” by trying to sit in them while focusing on my breath and trying really hard not to think in words, trying to listen to myself rather than talk to myself in my head.

I do also see a therapist, and he helps talk through things that paralyze me from making decisions.

How?

And if you don’t, there’s the joy to learn

As does your gut!

Why hyperbolize the truth that’s already so extreme? Yay for making impressions over expressing meaningful truth. If you’re trying to garner reasonable thought, what’s the point if not profit off clicks and views?

As we say in our household… “wahhhh.” lol.

I think google helps minimize potential distractions while driving, and usually if you zoom in farther it shows more of what’s in the area. Honestly though, which shops show up is already pretty far down the slippery slope into monetarily self-interested bias. I think it’d be nice if they favored the user’s preferences, but then there’s my data that I’d rather not be advertised to on. This enshittification sucks.

How?

Iran playing checkers

emacs is keyboard shortcuts turned into computer is magic

Depends on the drug…? Whatchu tryna quit homie

Good effort. I feel the dream, and it’s so much more. Life ain’t good, it’s a FUCKING lot, and there’s some good. Don’t search, just feel yo. FEEEEeeeEeEl.

I know, I don’t deserve this platform of love. Forgive or don’t, we all die eh?

Another thank you to all the comments. I apologize for the lack of photos, I got shitfaced instead. BUT TONIGHT, IN 12ISH HOURS, I will have delicious fried chicken in my camera roll to post here and then it will perish in my stomach, and I will remain.

And I’ll say, “yum.” With so much passion, and nobody will care. I mean… I will. NEVER DISCOUNT YOUR OWN EXPERIENCE, it leads to darkness not worth visiting.

I apologize. And at the same time, I am very mad. I’ll digest that in my dreams, though, probably. But I scream it here anyways, politely? Love me? Oops