No, it’s basically an entire day of my life that I know happened but I can’t remember any specific details of. I know I went through insane amounts of physical and emotional trauma (I laid there in pain for no less than 8 hours because it was literally the same week COVID started), and not being able to remember it at all is preventing me from moving on or healing.

Idk if it’s just a me thing, but I hate not remembering entire large sections of time. After the first time I got black out drunk I didn’t drink alcohol for almost 2 years

Good to know, especially since the ambulance really didn’t give me much.

I’m still gonna pass on it though cause that was such an awful experience and I’d much rather just take an edible

Absolutely no idea. The other hospital I mentioned was confused as to why they did it as well.

They gave me low dose in the ambulance. While it was a decent high, I still had the same memory issues (which I always have while high, but at least I can normally remember something)

They gave me ketamine the last time I was in the hospital for pain so they could knock me out.

It was the single worst experience of my life, even worse than the injury I was being knocked out for. I was semi conscious the entire time, but I couldn’t feel or hear anything. I just knew people were all around me doing something. It feels like I was dead for a while. I have very few memories from the time they first gave it to me in the ambulance to the time I woke up at home the next day.

Fucking awful experience all around. Next time I was in the hospital for an unrelated condition I told them I’d rather have zero pain medicine than even a tiny amount of ketamine

It actually has to meet all the criteria. Mozilla is going HARDCORE

That show has a crazy number of episodes that are just clearly fetishes. There’s inflation fetish, eating an insane amount of food until you get massively fat fetish, mind control fetishes, I believe diaper shit at some point. The show is WILD and I cannot believe 90% of it got past censors let alone that it was on a network for kids

Everything is a fetish to someone, even if they don’t realize it yet

Every single episode of Totally Spies

Honestly, Chick Tracts aren’t terribly far off from this. They’re insane fearmongering nonsense

Hell, I’d rather use Blender than FreeCAD. FOSS devs really need to get some UI and UX designers involved. Or at least someone with the skill set to know how to make not-ass UIs and UXs

God damn, I need to finish watching that video

I must have missed this part of hbomb’s video…

It’s pretty hard to beat that when it comes to experience

Dandelion orange

Oh yeah, he’s a massive chunk of the reason that almost everything is as fucked today as it is, I just think trying to pick a singular villain to blame any thing this big on ignores the systemic issues spanning decades that enables this

/s

Every time I’ve used FreeCAD it felt miserable to use. Idk if I was doing something wrong, but it felt horrendous

That’s a great way to have LP follow you the entire time

Probably. They can’t all be there for every session