afters [none/use name]

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Cake day: October 10th, 2024

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  • as i get older it seems like no matter how hard i try i will inevitably end up in prison, homeless, or dead before any chance of living a life of peace, having space of my own, knowing what genuine love (platonic and non) feels like. and any attempt against it just delays the inevitable

    i’m completely invisible… and not uniquely so. many other people are and were as well. they were ignored and neglected and fell through the cracks, and its only a matter of time til i vanish as well.











  • yall plz send me good energy… just got a call for a prospective music teaching job i applied to a whileee ago out of state that is more than 3x the pay of my old one!! this could be what i need to get out of this place again and for good this time. they hit me with the “we’ll hit you back in a couple of weeks” at the end and i h8 not knowing exactly when to expect a response (especially cuz i sounded hella awkward on the phone) but i’m using this as an opportunity to continue cultivating my practice of non-attachment. if it is it is, and if it isn’t it isn’t