imagine this… until i was an adult never rly had to encounter or deal w white people wherever i lived… xcept 80% of my teachers were white l o l
as i get older it seems like no matter how hard i try i will inevitably end up in prison, homeless, or dead before any chance of living a life of peace, having space of my own, knowing what genuine love (platonic and non) feels like. and any attempt against it just delays the inevitable
i’m completely invisible… and not uniquely so. many other people are and were as well. they were ignored and neglected and fell through the cracks, and its only a matter of time til i vanish as well.
<3 felt, still looking for my chosen family
buses still have to navigate traffic among cars and get insanely packed for the rush hours + you should see the way some of these MTA drivers drive, i almost got clipped by a bus just standing on the sidewalk
Lol didn’t rick james write this
Not surprised at all yet still deeply disturbed
Tbh you should stop thinking about what you can do to appeal to this person and instead entertain thoughts of what can they do to appeal to you, just focus on the sensation of the experience itself, how certain things make you feel, its an opportunity to learn about yourself more than anything
might have to be this massive chune big up the uk
I also thought yall werent allowed here
M’lady
yall plz send me good energy… just got a call for a prospective music teaching job i applied to a whileee ago out of state that is more than 3x the pay of my old one!! this could be what i need to get out of this place again and for good this time. they hit me with the “we’ll hit you back in a couple of weeks” at the end and i h8 not knowing exactly when to expect a response (especially cuz i sounded hella awkward on the phone) but i’m using this as an opportunity to continue cultivating my practice of non-attachment. if it is it is, and if it isn’t it isn’t
Thats what happens when you skip butthole day
working with kids in brooklyn is the only reason i understand half these new terms
More than a little
people typed
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i agree, always get some good insight from a Rania comment
dang i really would despise most of the people on this site irl but this empoc comm is nice
genre is fake and straight