This is where I’m at. I’m already burnt out, and this shitberg we’re sliding down has just started.

I’m doing what I can control. Making sure I’m armed (I fucking hate how nuts that makes me sound), trying to set some money aside and making sure I have my garden up and running so I can grow at least some of our own food.

I’ve got a wife and kids. I can’t work due to what military service did to my body. So I can’t see myself being able to leave the country if it comes to it. I’m not sure I’d want to leave it in control of these madmen anyway. My hope at this point is that we can just get to mid terms and have a legit election there. It’ll be a shit show. There will be violence at polling places and ballot drop areas. There will be screaming of rigged election if the right loses (and I see that happening in a legit election due to their fuckery).

This has been the longest couple weeks ever. Longer than waiting on summer vacation out of school. Longer than the first day back to work after a month vacation.

I’m gonna go paint some minis and play some ark now. This was my 1 foray into social media for the day.