Some of you might be surprised to know, but living in America kinda makes you feel bad. It just socks. It’s sad. It’s hard. It’s hard and there’s nobody for you. You have to try so hard to find a helping hand to get a second of somebody’s time and when you’re fuckinf nereodiveregent and you haven’t come to terms with it It’s even harder when you can’t even get yourself the help you need because the fucking labyrinthine welfare and Healthcare and clusterfuck of everything designed to make you give up. Fuck .
Occasionally while talking with my partner I will just lose it and snap that I hate this place, that it’s hell and I hate that I live here.
We have a kid now and I worry that this may negatively affect their development.
Well it’s good for then to know when problems are systemic and from the environment and circumstances so they don’t internalize it as their fault as an individual