I’m that lonely guy. One friend, love him because he stuck around when my mental health was at its worst. Eventually I finally got a psychiatrist, my first one, who told me most of my toxic negative attitudes and behaviors were stemming from my mental illnesses. It took a couple years to get through therapy and monthly psychiatrist appointments but where I am now is… Well still pretty awful but at least I can give my best friend the space he needs, and function without the anxiety and panic attacks that were caused by overthinking every single message or lack of message. My medication regime is strict and full of pills, but hey, doing better then I was last year. I can’t forgive the people who left when my mental health got out of control but I do understand why they made their choices. It hurt and made my depression a lot worse. The only thing that kept me sane was my last friend. He stuck around and helped. Im still lonely and want more friends, but it’s a slow healing process. More friends might make the social anxiety worse, or it might help. Not really certain I wanna flip that coin. Taking small steps though.

Whelp that’s enough oversharing with complete strangers. Have fun everyone!

For some context I have insomnia. Stellaris isa game I’ve been able to fall asleep playing. Eventually it auto pauses but that’s fine. It’s a game I will always play because I find it peaceful and relaxing

Star wars mods make it really fun

WE’RE RICH!

Big oof

I love that movie

Never once looked at it that way but that is one hell of a perspective shift whiplash you gave me

I love this game, except for the stealth… And survival… And being actively hunted skynet style… Ok I would love this game more if I liked those game aspects in the first place. But I still love it for the concept, design, and the whole general vibe of the game. What a great concept and game, i’m just not the target audience.

Hunter X Hunter. Final answer.

Literally every single damn math class I ever took

ORKZ ORKZ ORKZ

WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAGH!

I am in this image and I don’t like it

Ah yes, ol butt face. A terrible trainer really, always losing every time I see him.

Im currently sitting inside one of thousands of valleys the Rockies make. I love these mountains

Unless Christopher judge himself tells me otherwise, I choose to believe that this exact moment is when Tealc’s loop starts. Too late to move, just early enough to feel the pain.

That and him just shoving the door back gets me every time

Wait what? I lived near there. As a kid…with no idea…

Although it does explain why a lot of the kids I met were racist…

I still gotta beat civ 3 still

Disney plus? Fuuuuuuuuck. Thank Poseidon for the …“high seas”…

My wife plays gunner with iron will and vampire. She saves our mission every time when I’m downed