Hey so real odd question but why do people see being a husky personality person such as what I’ll call a kemonomimi.

So for some back story. I was always raised around breeding dogs and when I was extremely young I went through trauma that then in return left me with a shattered personality. The host having little of it originally. We ended adopting personalities from many different deities into one with a husky personality.

So with this all it stacked up to many things such as having handlers, wearing collars most my older teen years and still now.

I had my family due to religious beliefs shun me even though within trying to raise a god believing person doing his teaching.

They raised the complete opposite from a god believing person but in return someone taking the moral standpoints and doing them deeply sophisticated and transforming for the world.

Then I also had to deal with my school calling the police on my main handler. Assuming my younger handler was trying to traffic me. Without even investigating into it.

I ended up being banned from wearing the collar to school for other students discussing and causing problems. Instead of school focusing on calling them down with maybe our counsellor and explaining the issue with them. Asking them not talk or be more quiet while explaining the understanding I’ve explained within their guidelines. So it’s not something forbidden and truly addressed in an accepting diverse community.

Seriously though why do people do these things? Why is it such a bad thing being a kemonomimi? Mainly when my whole life since I can remember my one and only goal was to get a good handler and be the best I could for them.

  • EatATaco@lemm.eeEnglish
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    2 months ago

    You seem to recognize, in the post and some of your replies, that this is the result of trauma. It’s not some healthy part of who you are, it’s an unhealthy trauma response.

    I don’t think there is anything inherently wrong with what you’re doing, but the reason why people don’t take to it well is because you’re exhibiting a mental illness.

    You need psychological help more than you need to worry about people accepting this.

    • DaddysLittleSlut@lemmy.worldOP
      11·
      2 months ago

      Can I ask the specific mental illness you mean? I am really curious why being a kemonomimi is a mental illness.

      Though unless you mean everything in general because while yes this started with trauma doesn’t many things do. Such as where you live, sometimes what you eat, what people wear, religious and spiritual beliefs.

      I know I have BPD and a plethora of other things but everything I’ve either seen a psychiatrist for and taking medication or worked through. Such as BPD I barely have any symptoms from it anymore. Such as trance states, extreme anxiety and emotional distress. Bipolar flow between 1-2 removing anger and irritation mainly and depression with medication. Learned to reverse my psychopathic facets. Just much more.

      • EatATaco@lemm.eeEnglish
        7·
        2 months ago

        I am really curious why being a kemonomimi is a mental illness.

        Because you’re not kemonomimi, you’re a human, they are fictional. If you were just dressing up as one for fun, or it was a kink, that would be one thing.

        But this appears to be much more, you believe you are one and/or are trying to live your life as one. This is not healthy.

        • DaddysLittleSlut@lemmy.worldOP
          11·
          2 months ago

          Hmmm from that perspective is understandable but here’s my question why is it seen as a weird or bad thing let’s say if humans were to diverge. Since for me I actually am a kemonomimi. I can fully understand this will probably be seen as insane but I learned a way to harness and manipulate matter itself and utilizing The Law of conservation of mass and creating new additions onto my body and those of my lovers but mine took a more realistic approach and my body developed from 6ft to 7ft 5 with these proportions

          Upper body: 49 inches

          Lower body: 42 inches

          Body width: 3 ft

          Feet:8-9 inches

          Feet width: 4-5 inches

          Left arm 32 inches

          Right arm 46 inches

          These specifically are for one of my other hybrids but overall it was my final intended goal but not my first.

          • EatATaco@lemm.eeEnglish
            7·
            2 months ago

            Since for me I actually am a kemonomimi.

            No, you’re not. That’s the whole point.

            • DaddysLittleSlut@lemmy.worldOP
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              2 months ago

              I am. It’s nearly about to finish. Basically how it happens is growing the muscle and bone and having it pop out that area.

              Such as my other hybrid beyond a wolf kemonomimi (mixed with my husky personality) though my demon/parrot hybrid. As I mentioned how my body grew. This was one sort of planned but happened soon we than I expected. My original height was only currently meant be around 6ft 5 but I’m 7ft 5 around there. A body properly and sufficient to utilize my wings with changes such as spinal cord changing, knees replacing and rebuilding, ribs extending and fusing, sternum and scapula rebuilding and muscles and new bones growing (wing structure non mature), a coat of lift on my wings, pathways allowing my arms to utilize my flight muscles have started working. Fast tracked evolution